existence


I'm looking for a place.
I'm looking for a room.
Is it right that it's in a your side ?
I'm disadvantage for you.
My existence breaks you.
doesn't it matter ?

You make me illness.
You embarrass me.
I make you illness,
and I break you.

You made me illness.
You embarrassed me.
Pain was only brought about because I needed you.

My existence becomes your obstacle.
Your existence becomes my obstacle.
We feel a different pain, respectively.
We are sharing the same happiness as each other.

I apologizes for having told the lie to you.
I apologizes for having taken a cold attitude to you.
I did not mean to.
Please allow me.