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君が望む永眠

君の名前は未だ知らない　仮想の部屋で出会った
同じ痛みを分け合うように　見えない声を交わした

偽りの優しさに埋もれた
世界の果てで　ただ膝を抱えてうずくまり
そうやって息を殺してても
残酷な現実が襲いかかり牙を剥く

いつまでも目覚めずに眠り続けていれたらいいね
永遠に｡

募る想いも遂げることなく　助けを求め続けた
二人になれば諦めもつく　所詮解り合えないと

遠く呼ぶ声が聞こえたかもしれない
違う､それはただの気のせい
見せかけの関係で繋がれた
鎖が一つ一つ千切れていく
さよなら｡

人に傷つき人を傷つけ　それでも何も知らずに
凍えるような怯えるような　そんな日々も　もう、おしまい｡

数える程しかない思い出と
沢山の他人の悪意を抱えて消えて
もう､憂鬱な明日は来ない
罪を重ねるだけの未来が今､溶けていく
遠く呼ぶ声はもう聞こえない
静寂の中で瞳を閉じたらそれまでの
悲しみや痛みとか何もかも
跡形もなく壊れていく

何時の日か何一つ残さずに消えたらいいね
永遠に｡

The endless sleep that you hope

I don't know still your name.
I met you at the fictitious space.
You talked words that couldn't look with me.
It looked like we made sure of altogether pains.

I put myself into your white lies.
We sit down in an obscure corner of the world,
and we lurked into only our fantasy.
But the truth raided such us.

We are very happy, if we have slept and never wake up.
Did you think like that, too?

We didn't try to realize the wish,
and we want help of somebody.
But we sensed
that the people can't understand feelings of somebody.

Did the far voice call my name?
No, it was a mishearing.
The relationship between you and me
got out of shape.

Good bye.

You were hurt somebody and you hurt somebody, many times.
But you didn't know that all.
Your life looked like be numb and be scared,
but was will be the end.

You have meager memories and hated to many people.
At last, you disappear in my field.
The gloomy tomorrow don't come for you.
Your future that you commit a sin is melting now.

I can't hear the far voice that call my name.
You shut eyes at the silent room.
You have your memories of sad, your pains, your all.
they are breaking clean.

You and me are very happy, if everybody never recall, someday.
Do you think like that?

（English translation / akari-A）

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